Friday, May 15, 2009

It's Almost About That Time

For me to pack up all my belongings and hit the trail. It seems like it was just yesterday when I was so stressed out and felt like I had nothing or no one to turn to. It seemed like I was loosing everyone that meant the most to me. Even the one that I didn't even get the chance to really know, but I still care for them deeply and will always love them.

I am so excited and so nervous at the same time! I truly think this is something that I truly need to do become the woman my mother always told me she knew I would be. So many people tell me that they get this vibe that I'm gonna be great at something one day?? I'm not sure what greatness will be, but I'd be happy with just knowing that I touched someone else's life to where they felt uplifted by knowing my trials tribulations hurt pains sorrow and happiness. Just for them to realize they are not alone and we all go through things. But the most important thing is that we learn stay strong and have faith in God. Because if we all do that then in the end we will definitely be STILL STANDING.

If I could be remembered as anything it would be that I was a great daughter, niece, sister, aunt, friend, employee and lover. That's all that matters to me. I could care less about fame fortune and all the glitz and glamour. I just want to be remembered as a down to earth intelligent trustworthy loyal always have your back woman. Because that's all I know to be, it's how I was raised.

I am very excited that in this transition I asked my cuzzo to join me after he graduates instead of him heading straight to NYC. I felt I needed to give him the opportunity that no one gave me when I graduated. Give him the opportunity to see if leaving Ohio is what he really wanted to do? I'm very proud of him and I will have his back no matter what he decides to do, but at least this way he's with fam so my auntie don't have to worry about him.

So as of today I have officially 42 days and I am outta here!!! Ive been hunting my butt off for apts, condos, and houses and I believe I've finally found one that me and my cuzzo both agrees on!! Its hot let me tell you and its in the perfect area surrounded by all the good stuff and great jobs too!! I don't wanna give it away now, but I will be posting moving pics on a later blog. So there will be a before, during and after blog!!lol

We are still trying to decide if we wanna have a huge party or just go to an amusement park with all our fam and friends? We need to work out some kinks but we will have it together soon.

Wow!! the countdown is truly on and its going by very quickly!! Im looking forward to spending as much time with my family and friends as I possibly can before I leave! Let's just hope they can make time for me because it will be awhile before I come back to Buckeye City!!!lol And I mean awhile!!! So holla at me while ya can!



Anonymous said...

good luck with your move! im sure it will be very rewarding for you, especially since you feel good about it!


Miss.Stefanie said...

Ran baby- I am so happy for you. You inspire me to live life for myself, real talk. I pray for you every night, because honestly Ran, there was a time when I wanted to die, and it was your words that saved me. Thank you Ran for being you baby. I am sending but luck,love, blessings and kisses your way mamas!

JA said...

From talking to your Ex he is really going to Miss you Miranda!! I don't know you but someone will have big shoes to fill when he is ready to settle down.......cause he don't give anybody the time of day!!