It's Almost About That Time

For me to pack up all my belongings and hit the trail. It seems like it was just yesterday when I was so stressed out and felt like I had nothing or no one to turn to. It seemed like I was loosing everyone that meant the most to me. Even the one that I didn't even get the chance to really know, but I still care for them deeply and will always love them.

I am so excited and so nervous at the same time! I truly think this is something that I truly need to do become the woman my mother always told me she knew I would be. So many people tell me that they get this vibe that I'm gonna be great at something one day?? I'm not sure what greatness will be, but I'd be happy with just knowing that I touched someone else's life to where they felt uplifted by knowing my trials tribulations hurt pains sorrow and happiness. Just for them to realize they are not alone and we all go through things. But the most important thing is that we learn stay strong and have faith in God. Because if we all do that then in the end we will definitely be STILL STANDING.

If I could be remembered as anything it would be that I was a great daughter, niece, sister, aunt, friend, employee and lover. That's all that matters to me. I could care less about fame fortune and all the glitz and glamour. I just want to be remembered as a down to earth intelligent trustworthy loyal always have your back woman. Because that's all I know to be, it's how I was raised.

I am very excited that in this transition I asked my cuzzo to join me after he graduates instead of him heading straight to NYC. I felt I needed to give him the opportunity that no one gave me when I graduated. Give him the opportunity to see if leaving Ohio is what he really wanted to do? I'm very proud of him and I will have his back no matter what he decides to do, but at least this way he's with fam so my auntie don't have to worry about him.

So as of today I have officially 42 days and I am outta here!!! Ive been hunting my butt off for apts, condos, and houses and I believe I've finally found one that me and my cuzzo both agrees on!! Its hot let me tell you and its in the perfect area surrounded by all the good stuff and great jobs too!! I don't wanna give it away now, but I will be posting moving pics on a later blog. So there will be a before, during and after blog!!lol

We are still trying to decide if we wanna have a huge party or just go to an amusement park with all our fam and friends? We need to work out some kinks but we will have it together soon.

Wow!! the countdown is truly on and its going by very quickly!! Im looking forward to spending as much time with my family and friends as I possibly can before I leave! Let's just hope they can make time for me because it will be awhile before I come back to Buckeye City!!!lol And I mean awhile!!! So holla at me while ya can!

Smooches!!!!!

Sorry..........

I haven't posted anything in awhile. I've been working a lot lately and I've also went back to school as well. Thank GOD for online classes!!!lol

Work has been very hectic lately. There's a lot of tension within the site. It goes back to a previous post I had talking about, managers drawing the line between MANAGER and FRIEND.

I feel that my site has a really good group of people that get along for the most part. No arguing, bickering, or anything like that. I mean of course there are cliques, but what place doesn't?

My main problems with the site is lack of communication from the head manager to the rest of us and also not knowing when to draw that fine line that I had mentioned earlier.

I feel that some of the managers that have that " Title" truly do not belong in that position. I'm in no way trying to be a hater but I'm speaking the truth. And that goes toward the whole company not just my site.

I mean they have a HR rep who takes almost 6 mths to get your health benefits started and then to even get them, you have to whiteout someone elses form, fill in your own info, fax it in, then call the health insurance company youself to make sure they got them??? How ghetto is that??

I'm just very irritated right now with my place of employment and not sure who to talk to?? I mean can't go to my manager because she goes through her own mess, her manager will just direct me back to my manager, HR rep is just out of the question!!! And the CEO is down in Orlando manning he 3 new sites down there!?!

Hmmmmm??? Orlando is looking a lot better right now for more ways than one? That's what's keeping me goin right now, my trip to Orlando next month. I'm a little under the weather right now too cuz the weather here in Columbus is WHACK!!!! I wish I had someone to take care of me!! I'm always taking care of others and nursing them, but nobody nurses me back to health!;o( O well I'll get over it. June can't come quick enough for me so I can move!!!

Everyone keeps asking am I serious about moving??? Why wouldn't I be?? I'm still young, no kids, no man, and I'm just too ambitious to stay here any longer. I always wanted to travel the world, but how can I do that when I haven't even experienced living in another state?? Hell another city for that matter?!?

God has blesed me to love the field that I work in and am able to travel anywhere in the world to save lives and make a difference. So I've been getting offers from everywhere!! I find it funny because I stated that I plan on moving June of 2009, but they still giving me offers. And I'm greatly appreciating them!!

But we will see where the wind takes me?? All I know is it has to be a warmer climate, pay is what I make now or better, benefits are better, the schedule allows me to go to school, and there definitely has to be room for advancement. That's not a lot to ask for is it??? I don't think so;o)

Well that's all for now, I'm about to get back to studying this biology. UGH! I forgot how boring homework can be???lol But its all for the better of my future and my goals, so its all good. Hope all is well with my blog fam?? And sorry I haven't visited you all like I usually do, its just been hectic like I stated earlier, but I will not neglect y'all promise!!!

Have a great night!!! Hugs & Kisses!!

My 2009 Has Kicked Off With A Bang!!!

Hello blogworld!!! I hope all had a wonderful, safe, fun New Year? I know some partied long and hard, some went to church, and some may have just stayed at the crib and chilled.

I myself went to a friends party and had a blast!!!! It was almost like havin a high school reunion, cuz EVERYBODY in there was people I went to school with and hadn't seen for awhile. So it was great to catch up and bring in a new year.

It was a very casual down to earth cool mellow crowd. Everyone was def getting their grown and sexy swag on!!lol The music was bumping, drinks was flowin, laughter, dancing, picture taking, and food!!! OMG!!! The food was great!!! Bbq ribs, meatballs, greens, mac & cheese, green beans, the works!!! And it was all free!!!!

Then the countdown began!!! Everyone had their hats, lights, noise makers as we watched the ball drop to bring in a new year!!! Now throughout the night the dj kept asking people their resolutions and goals for 2009. He said whatever the majority was he would play a song representing the most voted one.

So after hitting one and everyone screaming, hugging, crying, just bein overwhelmed with the start of a new year, the dj says" Okay we have a tie for the most common resolution/goal for the new year! Here's the 1st joint." Everyone stops and waits.......then blastin out the speaker came........." I get money...I I get money..." so you know it went bananas!!!!lol then we were jammin to that and the dj says," okay here's the other song...this ones is strictly 4 the ladies!" Then of course the ladies anthem came blarin out..." All my single ladies...all my single ladies!!"

Needless to say it went down!!!! So much fun, no drama, no stress, no fights, just love, respect, happiness, and the eagerness of a great new year!!

I'm very much looking forward to this new year. There are a lot of great things that will be goin on in my life and those around me. Like today is my dads last day of work after 43 years at the post office and serving 8 years in the army. I give my papi mad props for working as hard as he does. Becasue of him, I've learned the value of hard work. I've been working since I was 12, by choice, so I def know what work is. And I def am honored to have had that example in my life.

I also have a lot of personal projects that I'm working as mentioned in an earlier blog about some charities and organizations I want to startup. I have always had these plans in my heart and mind, but must admit I had kind of put them on the backburner. But that's all over time to get it poppin as my bestfriend would say( I see ya Mr.Jwork). Looking at how far his company has come has inspired me more than ever!! Which reminds me, they just launched their hot website and yall need to check it out!! They are the best newest clothing line in the midwest in my opinion!! You wanna be fresh to death check them out at www.jworklimited.com. They got some hot ish so be on the lookout cuz Jwork is on the rise!!!

I just feel so energized and excited about this year!! I can only imagine what God has planned for me?? I have let go of so much pain, anger, stress, fears, and friends. No negativity in 2009. Only happiness and success for me! And if ya can't bring that to the table then ya need to excuse yaself!!

I've started off to a great year! I've lost the weight I wanted(yea baby!!) goal was 15-20 pds and I lost 23!! I said I wasn't bringing bad friendships into 09 so I'm proud to say that I'm 2 people lighter!! Yea had to lay those friendships to rest. And believe me there were NO tears at that funeral!!lol I know I have more services to attend, what about yall???lol

My next big goal is to finally get situated for this move I'm going to be making. I have until march 1st to make up my mind what I'm going to do? I know I'm leaving for sure beacuse I need to be away from all the stress, hurt, and drama that was around me in 2008. I need to surround myself with positive, fun, loving, intelligent, funny, goal oriented, supportive people. I need people around me that will shine with me & not block my shine!! I told ya if ya blockin, you will get left behind!!! You're either with me or against me!!

So my moving choice was Orlando, FL, but because of my profession I can pretty much go anywhere. And I have been receiving offers from all over the place!!!lol So I ask to my friends here in blogworld.......Where should I go?? Tell me somethings about where yall live or where your from?? I must admit I am a very very warm/hot climate type of person, but I'm pretty much open to anywhere.

Well that's enough of that!!!lol Stop by and let me know what yall did for new years, what's your resolutions/goals for 2009, are yall puttin any friendships to rest? What was the deciding factor for you living where you live, or staying where you were born??

Hope to hear from yall soon!!! Have a great weekend!!! Smooches