Tuesday, October 5, 2010

See You At The Crossroad

Its definitely been awhile since I've posted here. I will admit I started this blog as a way of getting out what I was holding in and just expressing and showing people what I love. Showing people different pieces of the puzzle that make me who I am.

Well this last year has been one bumpy, twister of a roller coaster and its just Oct. I've learned a lot thus far this year, experienced a lot this year, and I've also recovered a lot in my life that I thought I'd never see or feel again. A lot of people have come and gone in my life as well. Some who's been there for years and some that's been shorter than that.

Right now I feel I'm at a crossroads in life. I'm still young, not married, and no kids. I have a career I love and extra curricula activities that I'm involved in that keeps me more than busy. But I just don't feel complete. I don't feel satisfied with what I have. I pray every night and ask for guidance on this journey called life.

By no means am I complaining about the blessings I do have, but just feel like there could be more! Maybe its my "perfectionist" or "motivational" characteristics I'm not sure? All I know is I do see a bigger picture and I'm patient enough to wait for the lord to bestow upon me the blessings he feels I'm deserving of.

So how many of you feel like you at a crossroads in your life?


P.S. Immmmm baaaaaaaaacccckkkk!!

1 comment:

Miss.Stefanie said...

"I just don't feel complete. I don't feel satisfied with what I have. I pray every night and ask for guidance on this journey called life."


Im right there with ya sis!!