Is She The Reason....?

All once was good! No worries, no stress, no problems, or concerns. Then it just totally flipped?! What was once a healthy, happy, blossoming, beautiful thing turned into the worse thing possible. How could something so right turn out to be so bad?! Without a warning in site of how quickly things could change, they did! Slowly, but surely they did.

Something that was so beautiful and pure like out of a fairy tale. Oh yes! Cinderella had found her prince charming. One who would protect her, comfort her, support her, encourage her, love her, and grow with her. A man that was everything she ever dreamed of and possibly more was right before her eyes!

Then within the blink of an eye it all changed! Was it her fault? His fault? No clear understanding of exactly who or what caused the change. Maybe it was just a series of events? Yeah that's what it was! Two people who once flowed the same way, strolled down the same road, ultimately started going opposite directions. Or was it that they both were scared of what could possibly be the most beautiful thing in the world? True Love.

Would they try to stay together? Work through whatever issues they had? Would they still be supportive and encouraging of one another? Would they still love one another like they did when their love story began? Or would they let their new found dreams, goals, ambitions, and wants sabotage their relationship?

Can love really be all you need? Can love with stand the deep driven passion of someone's dreams? Is love really all you have at the end of the day? Is love used as an escape or excuse to not hurt someone when the other person wants to find a way out? Can someone's dreams, goals, and aspirations cause love to be lost? Can those things be used as an escape to push someone away no matter how much you love someone?

I know my answers to all these questions....so what's yours?

Happy Birthday!!!

So this past Sat me and some friends put together a surprise B'day party for a good friend of ours. Even though everything didn't happen the way we wanted it to, we still had a blast!!!

The look on her face when she walked in to see the party was priceless!!

Here's some pics!

Bringing In The New Year!!!

So I'm ready for the new year!! So many great things happened to me in 2010!! Some bad things, but the good DEF outweighs the bad!! I'm soooo looking forward to the new year! This year I'm going to be doing something different and celebrating it in a different city and state!!! I'm not going t disclose the location just yet, so don't ask!!!

Me and one of my very good friends who is like a sister to me will be bringing in the New Year together so I KNOW it will be a great time!! I have decided I want to wear a dress so I've been on the lookout for thee perfect one!!

Here's the bunch I like thus far.....







If anyone knows of any good fashion websites to find dope dresses PLEASE let me know!! Thanks in advance!!!!

Shoe Fanatic!!!!!!

Anyone who knows ME or has been following my blog knows that I a a complete and utter shoe and clothes fanatic!! I've always been that way and then for a good 6 years of my life I was schooled on really just doing fashion that's all about me and my personality and not worrying bout what other think because fashion is all about your OWN stamp of approval! (Thanks Mr.Jwork...lol).

Here are just a few that I've tried on and are really loving!! thinking about adding to my collection!! Thank you Lord for my new job and new pay raise!!!!lol

"Carry It"

The official video for Travis Barker's "Carry It" featuring Tom Morello and Wu-Tang Clan members RZA & Raekwon from his upcoming Give The Drummer Some album due out in 2011!
I can't wait to hear this album!!! I absolutely LOVE Travis Barker!!! I swear he was my husband in my mind!! LOL

Ciara - Basic Instinct

Okay I may be late on this video, but CiCi goes HARD on this song!! I can't wait to hear the entire album 'Basic Instinct'. Obviously she's been working with The Dream on it so she's bound to have some fire!!! This reminds me of the old CiCi when she first came out!!! I'm praying that she's the one that comes back hard!!!

This Time - Short Film

I just stumbled upon this short film and I think it's absolutely amazing!!! I had to wait about 20 mins before posting this because of crying. I can relate to the situation. I had a loved one gone for almost 2 years in the military not knowing if they would make it back safely or not? That person was my whole world and was all I ever wanted!

Unfortunately being away and going through such a traumatic time in life it grew us apart and messed up our relationship. At first there were other blames for it but ultimately it was that time apart and the differences in us both that occurred AFTER that time that strained and dissolved our relationship. It was definitely a gift and a curse.

No one will ever know what it's like in the life of an military man or woman until they actually experience what they go through. And nobody will truly understand what it's like for a parent, child, significant other, or family member of a military person goes through unless they;ve experienced it. Trust me, it's totally different from the outside looking in.

I would totally LOVE to see this short film turned into a full length movie. I think it would be absolutely awesome!! Kudos to Reagan Gomez-Preston